Sunday, April 09, 2006

Aapke shahar main, aapke beech rahate, aapke liye.


A bold & beautiful poem of santhali poet nirmala putul.

( I wrote this Hindi poem in roman. If u have any difficulties, please convey me through comment. Thanks )

Kitani ajeeb baat hai
Ki ek aise samay main.
Jab hum apani un bahano ko Dhoondhne
aapke shahar aaye hain. Jo
ab tak wapas nahi lauti
aur aap hain ki hamase pooch rahe hain
ki hamane kisi se prem kiya hai ya nahi.

Main batana chahti hoon.
unke intejaar main pathara jayee boodhi maa ki aankho ka haal.
Aur aap hain ki meri aankhon ki prashansha main
muhaware gadh rahe hain.

Main apne ilaake ki un gum ho gayi ladkiyon ko
Dhoondhna chahti hoon/ pahunchna chahati hoon un logon tak
Samajhna chahati hoon unke jeewan
aur dincharya ka ganit
dekhana chahati hoon ki uske bheetar
kitna bacha hain hamara Jharkhand
kitani bachi hai uski bhasha main
santhal pargana ki mati ki gandh.
aur thori bhi apne gaon ghar
vapas lautne ki gunjayish
bachi hai unki aankhon main ya nahi
dekhna chahti hoon main.

Main un logon tak pahunchne main aapki madad chahti hoon.
aur aap hain ki hum tak pahunchne ke raaste bana rahe hain,
anchahe hum par chhote-chhote ehsaan thopkar.
mujhe yaad hai
maine jab bhi is mudde par aapse baat ki
batana chaha apne gaon ghar samuday ka haal
jangal pahadon ki charcha ki
gum ho gayi ladkiyon ke pata thikane ke baare main poochha
aapne baaton ko saleeke se
meri vyaktigat jindagi ki or mor diya
aur ul-julool sawal kiye.

Mujhse ummeed na karen
ki main aapke shano-saukat ke aakarshan main bandhkar
aapke chamakte chehare ka gungaan karungi.
aur kho jaaungi aapke baat karne ke andaaj main is kadar
ki jisame gum ho jayega
bhookh-beemari-shoshan se ladte-marte logon ke mudde par
gaon-gaon main bhatak kar kaam kar rahe
mere dost ka thaka-hara chehra
mujhse ummeed na karen.
main apne ilake ke sookhe aur akaal ki
charcha karna chahti hoon aapse
bhookh-beemari se larte-marte mangroo, budhwa aur
ilaaj ke paise ke liye raashan kard girwi rakhne waale
samaru pahariya ki baat karna chahti hoon.
jar khakar jinda santhaalon
aur choohe pakakar kha rahe bhookhe nange
pahariya bachchon ki baat karna chahti hoon.

uttar pradesh ke ek janpad main paanch hajaar main biki
satrah varshiya sonamani hansda ki baat karna chahti hoon main.
main baat karna chahti hoon hi
hijala mela dekhkar wapas ghar laut rahi
melcho murmoo ke saath huyee samoohik balatkaar ki
aur us foolmain besara ki bhi
jo naukri ki aas main
ek swayamsewi sanstha ke
pachas varsiya pramukh ke haath
lagataar teen saal tak
yaun shoshan ka shikaar hoti rahi.

main baat karna chahti hoon
apne us gaon ki jahan aaj tak bijali nahi pahunchi
sadken nahi pahunchi
aur to aur jahan ki mahilayen aaj bhi kos bhar door
jharano se paani dho kar laati hain
aur jinke bachche bagali ke naam par
varshon se mahajano ke paas girwi pade hain.

par afshosh!
aapko meri baaton main dilchaspi kam
aur mujhme jyada hai.
yah mat bhooliye ki main
jharkhand ke maanchitra par
santhal pargana ka chehara hoon.
meri aankhon main ujarte jangalon ka biyawaan drishy hai,
palayan kar rahe loogon ki bheer hai
maleriya kalajaar se marte logon ke chehre hain
jangali haathiyon ke utpaat ki dhahasat hai
bhookh se huyi mauton ke mudde par larte logon par
pulisiya julm ka aatank hai.

mere liye dil
jang laga hua taala hai
aur prem pyar jaise shabd
jindagi ki bhaag daur main gum ho gayi chabhi.

aapke lawn ki hari makhmali ghaas nahi hai meri deh
dumka ki mitti se bane jharkhand ka pathaar hoon main
jangal paharon main khilane wala jangali fool hoon
jo aapke mahal ke gamlon main nahi saaj sakta.
mujhe wapas lautana hai apne desh
aur us pahari par khilana hai
jahan baith baansuri bajata koyee mera intejaar kar raha hai

apne dost ke paas wapas lautna hai mujhe
jiske vishwas aur sambal ne mujhe
yahan tak pahuchne ka raasta diya.
us sohagini aur kamoli tudu ke liye wapas lautna hai hame
jiske bheetar apni betiyon ke wapas lautne ki ummed bachi hai.
mere wapas lautkar khabar lane tak.
apni maa ke liye wapas lautna hai mujhe
jiski aankhon main maya ki tarah
mere bhi gum ho jane ki aashanka bani hai.

main is kaam main aapki madad chahati hoon
sahayog ki apeksha rakhati hoon
lekin is shart par nahi ki main aapme dilchaspi loon.

mujhe wapas lautna hai
un boodhi pathrayi aankhon main ummeed ki roshani bankar
bhookh beemari shoshan atyachaar ke khilaaf morchabandi kar
lar rahe logon ka hausala ban kar
thak haar kar niraash chuppi sadhe baithi
luish murmoo ki aawaj ban kar

apne dost ki raksha ki khatir
wapas lautna hai mujhe/ wapas lautna hai

isliye mujhse ummeed na karein
ki main aapki shano shaukat ke aakarshan main bandhkar
aapke chmakte chehare aur meethi baaton main dilchaspi loongi.
mujhse ummeed na karein.



courtsy- jansatta sabrang, 20 feb 2005.

31 comments:

anurag dwari said...

Bhaiya kya kahon,
haal apna bhi wahi hai, kya hoon jafar andhere ujale ki jang main din sa mere wajood main ye doobta hai kya,
kai din ho gaye bhaiya chain se roya nahi.... ye nahi pata kya kami hai.... kya khalish hai sab hai, phir bhi kuch nhai, lagta hai har pal jeene aur jine ke maksad ke lambe andhere se gujar raha hoon roshni sirf mahine ke aant main ATM main aati hai jab tankwah milti hai, lagta hai ye chand sikke jaroori hai, khair.....
Jaise aapse hamesha prabhawit raha hoon waise hi aapke blog se bhi,
Nagade ki tarah mumbai main aaj se 7 mahine pehle kharid kar padhne ka mauka mila aur ek baar laga wapas apne santhal pargana main hoon, isise behtar shayad main is kitaab ke bare main nahi likh sakta,
nirmala jeee se kabhi baat ho to unko meri taraf se jarror shubkamnayeen dijiyega
aapka anurag

anurag dwari said...

Bhaiya kya kahon,
haal apna bhi wahi hai, kya hoon jafar andhere ujale ki jang main din sa mere wajood main ye doobta hai kya,
kai din ho gaye bhaiya chain se roya nahi.... ye nahi pata kya kami hai.... kya khalish hai sab hai, phir bhi kuch nhai, lagta hai har pal jeene aur jine ke maksad ke lambe andhere se gujar raha hoon roshni sirf mahine ke aant main ATM main aati hai jab tankwah milti hai, lagta hai ye chand sikke jaroori hai, khair.....
Jaise aapse hamesha prabhawit raha hoon waise hi aapke blog se bhi,
Nagade ki tarah mumbai main aaj se 7 mahine pehle kharid kar padhne ka mauka mila aur ek baar laga wapas apne santhal pargana main hoon, isise behtar shayad main is kitaab ke bare main nahi likh sakta,
nirmala jeee se kabhi baat ho to unko meri taraf se jarror shubkamnayeen dijiyega
aapka anurag

anurag dwari said...

Bhaiya kya kahon,
haal apna bhi wahi hai, kya hoon jafar andhere ujale ki jang main din sa mere wajood main ye doobta hai kya,
kai din ho gaye bhaiya chain se roya nahi.... ye nahi pata kya kami hai.... kya khalish hai sab hai, phir bhi kuch nhai, lagta hai har pal jeene aur jine ke maksad ke lambe andhere se gujar raha hoon roshni sirf mahine ke aant main ATM main aati hai jab tankwah milti hai, lagta hai ye chand sikke jaroori hai, khair.....
Jaise aapse hamesha prabhawit raha hoon waise hi aapke blog se bhi,
Nagade ki tarah mumbai main aaj se 7 mahine pehle kharid kar padhne ka mauka mila aur ek baar laga wapas apne santhal pargana main hoon, isise behtar shayad main is kitaab ke bare main nahi likh sakta,
nirmala jeee se kabhi baat ho to unko meri taraf se jarror shubkamnayeen dijiyega
aapka anurag

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